God's intervation in my life

hello everybody..how is your day today?
hmm...how i start this my first blog...actually, not first blog but i dont remember my id before..so, i try to create another blog to share with all what i thinking and what i have done in my life and how is God intervention in mylife....

I try to remember what i have done and what i have finish yet my part the day.... through my own hand,i think...which part i already do it and what i have done for this year....

Year 2011 is my second year i live in KL...i realize that so many things i through in mylife..without think what happen the next day, i just live here and did not think more about my future....september 2009, want to freedom and want to live without family beside me. Then, I plan to continue my study and want to expose my skill and career in KL.But,what i have now?...yess,im a student right now and this is my last year to study but i realize, i not expose my skill very much...you know why? because im very shy person and always feel low confindence. I believe in God that He always beside me but i never call Him to more near with me and wake up Him to protect and make He my Savior....I always think i can do wihtout Him in my heart and what happen that time? im fall down.....

in 2010, someone tackle me and want me to be his girlfriend. That time, i know that guy just want me to make his life enjoy and not love me much but i  think i can handle without God help and without intervention God in my life.But this is a wrong think.. i have a problem with my friends and this situasion make me down and so difficult to me to study.. I always in sorrow and shy to everybody. I dont have a confidence and i did not expose what i think i can do it. What this happen to me? My friend who is also my housemate and classmate defarming and discredit me. It make me give up and fall down. My boyfriend also just want mybody and take my money....I dont know what to do that time.

Its hard to me but  finally, on 28 July 2010, I deside to break up with my fool BF and let him go..I also come and face to face with my friend that my patient is enough for her.I dont want to be hypocrite. I think it is more better to discuss with her but for the first day, she angry and she use the bad word to me and dont want to discuss...I realize that time, I cannot live without my family to support and make me to be high confident with any thing in my life...I also feel, I stuped to leave my family and God to come in my heart to protect me.Give me a high confidence level and give me happiness....for 3 months, i lose my life and every night my tears fall down..I pray with God..I surrender with Him and always miss my family at Sabah...I realize, i really need my family beside me..I dont know what to do for that time and just surrender with God...I believe that He still give me opportunity to make change in my life and make a new life....

I advise to all, what ever we do..we should to surrender with God..ask to intervation in your life and help from Him...

Matthew 11:28 " come to Me, all who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest."